Wow so where should I begin.
First off I want to tell everyone how thankful I am for each and everyone of you that offered condolence to my grandfather passing. Things have been rough for me since then, we all most lost my grandma about a week ago and she still not out of the woods yet.
My cousin Max went into hiding little after the funeral of my grandpa and we could not get hold of him, we left messages on his cell phone and no return calls, we asked everywhere that he hung out where he would be at, and no prevail.
On Wednesday night someone found him near grandpa's grave site hung himself near a tree.
I knew he was close to grandpa like myself, I even reached out to him telling him to come with me back home to San Francisco, but he never did reach back to me, he went into hiding and this is what happen.
Never go into hiding, I have wanted to go into hiding myself, and with the help of some of my friends on here and the one who I just met on a bus of all places while I am suffering from a ear infection hurling in a brown paper bag, I met Adam, who of course gone through about situations like myself in growing up. We have discussed a lot about this since I have met with him. He even came over to my place, and hung out in the back alley of my place.
Oh yes, I have had to deal with a ear infection, this left ear since start of April been bothering me and I cannot seem to be able to get it to leave off. I finally got a doctor who took care of it and it seems to be helping with the antibiotics that he given me.
I have also changed my depression meds to Welburtin, it's suppose to be kind to quit you smoking or use to be, but it's used also for depression. I have not seen any changes yet, all though when I was on Zoloft, could not get little Ikester up at all, it would just stay limp lol
I have seen improvements on this forefront yesterday matter in fact!
You kno I care a lot about everyone of you. I never want to loose the connection of everyone of you, I have lost to many people like I have said to Joe. You guys are my rock, you guys keep me going. It's good to have face contact here with me with Adam, but at the end of the day, it's you guys who keep me going.
It's good to have all of you in my life, I am truly blessed.
Now enough with the sappy stuff, I am thinking about bringing back Thirsty Thursday, should I or should I not? What the hell, I will bring it back even if you say NO!
I end it off with the saying.
Love You ALL
